Christ Consciousness
Personal Share and Connecting With the Spirit of Jesus
This is my experience from a journey that occurred over the course of 3 days.
I stare out in front of me at a single candle flame. I am aware of the space around me and aware of the flame. The flame becomes two flames, and the longer I state at it the brighter they both get. The candle flames form into a single flower petal and a portal is opened. Inside the portal is the spirit of Jesus. I see him there staring back at me and he has a brilliant light coming from the center of his forehead. There is an orb of light around his body and he stands there, as if guarding a doorway, a passage way. I become aware of a house around him. I see the structure of the house, it’s a simple looking structure with a triangle roof and a square outline for the walls, and Jesus stands at the door. I open my heart to this beautiful spirit and I feel his love enter my body. I notice I am able to remain both present in both worlds. I am holding love, anchoring love, while being present in the space of those around me. What also became clear is that there is nothing to do to bring this 5th dimensional awareness into my being. I will speak from my own perspective in an attempt to describe what this feels like for me. It is an allowing; it is trusting in God so deeply that I surrender to all attachments to any 3rd dimensional tie. Attachment to any idea whatsoever. Letting go of attachment to thought. Letting go of what or who I think I am. Letting go of the awareness of my physical body. Letting go of even my breath. I am not only describing a conceptual surrender of the ego mind but also a physical letting go. Allowing happens here. The light of Gods love is able to enter and from this place I both observe and experience the bliss and rapture of Oneness of whatever God wants to experience. Recently for me this is water. I enter this space of Oneness and I am One with water, I am One with Ocean and I am water. As water I am the lungs of the Earth, and I breathe with the tides.
My physical body is still learning to hold this high frequency light so therefore there is a break period so that my body can recover and adjust and tune.
Later the next night it is as if I picked back up from this experience with Jesus. In a vision I see Jesus again on the outside of the house, but this time he invites me inside and I enter. In the home is a beautiful collection of ornaments, colorful gems and rainbow furniture. I feel safe here, I feel home. I know this is my home. There are two other beings with me. I know them. I follow one of them, a male. He shows me around. In the hall is a female. She is incredible looking. The most strikingly beautiful being I’ve ever seen. She has colorful rainbow tattoos on her face, neck, arms and hands. She has golden and rainbow facial piercings. If I were to describe this I would describe her appearance as tribal rainbow. She appears to be my height and has very long dark brown hair. She knows what it means to me for me to see her.
She is me. She is my higher self. She is my healed self. I become aware that her name is Ashtavartate.
At 2:22am I hear a voice coming from the center of my being. It feels as if it is coming from deep inside a hall with nothing else around. I can hear this voice clearly and did my best to not alter the words so that they did not filter through my language and ego filter.
The eyes to the soul connect the two worlds.
Bridging the gap between this spherical force field and the higher.
Look out and see stainless infinity.
Staring back with specks of start dust.
Pushing past the infinite into the vortices of the creator to a dimensional field unbeknownst to the common man.
Arise awake and see the features of the beloved in daylight.
Oh child of stardom, the infinite is yours for the unfolding.
Behold the weary, and rest assured the children will sleep with heavy hearts.
Oh man, arise from thy slumber or perish from thy own suffering.
Unleash the shackles of thy own imprisonment, arise and know that the one behind the veil is you and you alone.
Infinite creator, love is bound in your infinity.
